Sea Enigma's place

well... Like title says, there are alot of things overdue, besides my assignments like photos and such from various occasions. For instance, the MMU Rakan Muda Swim Carnival 2006, along with a few other past photos i never got to post. Alot has happened to me lately till all that drove me on was an inner most monster that had been sealed away long ago. But I've realised things now and thought that it's about time that I recollect the pieces of me that shattered to remold it into something better. Hmm... I'm sure that none of you would like to hear all that sort of nonsense and stuff about myself. So... here are some things that you may enjoy better. Here are the latest photos I've taken within this sem. Ok maybe not all but i guess just for the Swim Carnival for now . Swimmers 1 Azlan, Zaim & Lawrence Ken Li , Yee Yong & Me Ken-li and me Swimmers-1 (sorry, the pics were quite big so if you want to view them... click on the links ^^; sorry for the inconv...

Ok, I admit, I'm very confused with myself right now. I'm a childish person and nobody likes that (or so some say). I have very odd habits, lazy to do work (especially since last sem) and too afraid to show my true potential in everything. Is there really something wrong with me? What happened to me that I molded this insecure personality? Is it stress, paranoia or just plain me? What do I lack , hmm.. that's simple, I lack confidence, belief in myself and doubt that I can do things as well as others but in my own way. This feeling is so familiar as it's the same feel I had when I frist joined, Kolej Tuanku Ja'afar, when I was form3. According to my current group of friends, they said it's because of my style and probably because I crave attention. Maybe I do, but why? what did i do to become this way? Why did I bring back the 'me' that I closed up years before? When I first started Multimedia University, Cyber, I admit I was nervous, but af...

Well, now it really has been a while since I came here. Nothing much has changed except for a lot of assignments and other activities. As of late, I rejoined Wushu, Swimming Club and took part in the Cross-Cultural Pageant. All was fun but now, working time is limited due to not thinking ahead and other reasons. Despite that, I've been working on my fantasy fiction which at the moment is called 'Kulania' but it's in the works. Sadly when I reformated my pc, all 25 pages worth of work was lost T_T and now I have to re-write it all over again. I count myself lucky as eventhough that was lost, the original copy which I wrote in a book was still safe, but many new ideas went down the drain. Nevermind, I will re-write it and will make it better than ever. Besides that, I've been delaying alot of my fanfictions as well as fanart. Once the sem is over I'm gonna have to really finish them and maybe practice some long neglected games and softwares. There's nothi...