Why? What should I do? Stop trying? Why should I?
It's been half a year since I posted here. Too many things happening, Friend's convocation, me failing my Final Year Project, not doing well in Wushu,Singing and pretty much everything. Other than that, I'm single again and missing him though it was for the best for both of us and our families. I'm crying again, mostly from confusion, despair and uncertainty. All I ever wanted was to be a singer, a performer and someone that is loved because I make them happy. But now, I can't seem to do that. I can't even make myself happy. I'm lost once more, like always. I love to sing, but many say I'm not good enough and am too emotional. Always being compared to my younger sister because she's more mature, more beautiful and can do most of the things I wanna do better. Especially singing. They tell me to accept it and to stop trying. Why? Just because it's more practical and the most grown-up thing to do? No way!!!! They tell me to grow up t