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This sure has been a weird day... One minute I'm fine, but now... I'm crying again... Is it because I'm just tired or I am just worried, worried for someone I care about and practically my own skin. Why I worry, it's because I care about him too much and love him so intensely despite being in a long distance relationship. I shouldn't worry, yet I still cry. I may probably just be tired as I did have a long day yesterday, partially from waking up early, going shopping for groceries and swimming. Plus I was on the computer most of the day. Hopefully it's just a change in hormones, from the upcoming new month and lack of sleep. Even so, that is no reason why I should cry, especially when I have found happiness with a guy since my last break up with Kian. Sometimes I really wonder how my head works. I am just hoping this realigning of hormones, emotions and stepping into a new world of jobs won't affect my relationship with friends and family. I would never

Well I believe it has been some time since i posted anything on here. For starters... I guess I have been busy chatting away on IMVU for one... then there are family gatherings as can be seen below in my cousin's (Nurliza) photographs which she took during my other cousin's (Shazlina) Birthday karaoke session last week. That was fun... Then of course there were other family gather as can be seen in the photos my dad took below (or at least from his camera)... Well that's just the gist of what has been happening despite still being unemployed >_< though recent events have thrown me down and about and now I'm searching for a new direction to move to. New objective: - Get a job as a teacher - Take up a Wushu instructor course - Continue my Scuba Diving course - Take up a performing arts course (acting and stage performances) - Continue Singing lessons and maybe take up an instrument - Spend more time with my cousins and other family members - Keep up