Sea Enigma's place

Well it's entering the 4th week of the semester at Curtin University and yet my mind still isn't in the right place. What is wrong with me ? Too much in my mind till it refuses to think and that isn't good :( especially not now. I really need to find the motivation to do my work and not fail this last chance to study and make something of myself. Sure it was good that my dad and sister visited me and asked me to sleep over with them at my cousin's house in Hillarys, but now I see it was a bad move. Made me lazier though it was good spending time with them. Either way, somehow I need to crawl out of this gutter and find a way to gain inspiration and motivation to not fail this time around. It's the only way I can ever get any closer in achieving my dream. That's all for now. Sea Enigma

At last, though there had been conflict after conflict at home, I am now starting my new course in Communication and Cultural Studies (creative writing).It may be just for one year but it makes all the difference. I'm away from my home in Malaysia and am back in a dorm in Bentley, Australia. True that I'm 'suffering' from the 1st time jitters, being away from my comfort zone in Kuala Lumpur and being in a whole new environment. It will pass nonetheless. I am glad to be out of the house, yet, there are so many whom I miss dearly. Made some new friends and yet I'm very lonely to the extent of tears. It has only been 2 weeks since I set foot in my new life as a student at Curtin University, Bentley, Australia. Things are very new and almost 'alien' to my senses. There are so many things that I want to do and so little time. I wish to further my participation in Martial Arts, improve in my performance skills and gain the confidence I never though possible,