Did I make the right choice? Is what they say about him true? Which path do I choose?
To those who visit my blog... though it is late... HAPPY NEW YEAR !!! This is the first post for this year 2010.... To be honest, for a new year, my mood has still been reverted to its usual sad and confused self. Again I ask the same questions...: - What is my destiny? - What is my purpose in this world? - What are my capabilities and abilities? - What do I fight for? - Did I make the right choices? - Do I really love him? - Have I gotten over Kian? - Am I really that worthless? - How do I strive to improve? - Is there hope for me in this new relationship with Jeihan? - Is he really a hypocrite and two-faced as they tell me? - Is he the right guy for me? At the end of the day... I am still at loss at what I want, what to decide, how to do things and blur ... wondering if things are real or really what they seem. I care for Jeihan and yet, am I really over Kian? Plus... what do I really wanna do in life? Do i wanna act, sing, do wushu, scuba dive, dance, do video...