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Well, time sure does fly. It's already the 10th week of my internship and I have to start preparing to go back to Cyberjaya. One of these days before my internship ends, I need to either take a day off or something and go to Cyber to apply for hostel. Really want to stay in Cyber, though it's pretty far from civilisation and extremely pricy. Also, I can't wait to see my lecturer when he comes for a visit within the next few weeks. Which reminds me... I really need to start on that website and make a good journal on my internship period. So far... this is what I've done...: - Researching and compiling data and documents on ITIL (IT Infrastructure Library) - Learning more of Excel and Powerpoint - Introduced to a new software called Microsoft Visio - Meeting, dining and attending meetings with the bosses and big bosses. - Compiling Meeting Notes / Meeting minutes - Learning to operate and set up an external projector - Learnt to multitask (not very we...

Well, as the title says, I'm now on Internship/ Industrial Training. It's almost the end of my first week and everything seems to be going pretty well. The colleagues here are pretty nice, but of course, that's not a reason to let my guard down. Though Accenture assigned me to Sime Darby for a project for my intership, and has nothing to do at all with FCM, I'll just have to make the most of it. Just to make sure I fulfill the 14 weeks of Intership requirements. Next to that, now I understand how Mister Woo and Bang Chien Hui feels about juggling work and Wushu. I hope I'll be able to do so too. But I'll have to start now and after work. Atleast start with the lighter ones first then the heavier ones. That's all for now as I'm currently in the office. Ja ne ^_^

Well, it's exam time this week and I'm semi panicking as studying isn't my best trait Next to that... I'm even more clueless about what to do with this apartment as I'm moving out after the exams. I've been living in this house for about 2 years now with 3 (most of the time 2) guys. Yes, I'm a girl but i live with guys, whom I've known since my foundation year at MMU, Cyberjaya (Multimedia University) which was about 4 years ago. Can't believe it's really been that long already. A lot of people call me a weirdo, but I've grown used to it. May not be close to my course-mates, but they're nice people all the same. I have to admit, it's been enjoyable all of theses years here at MMU, doing Wushu performances, taking part in events and competitions (wushu, swimming,etc...), the never-ending assignments and the broken relationships amongst good friends. It has taught me a lot, but I admit, I still have much to learn abo...

Tuesday, May 06, 2008 * Wushu Exam 2008 & End of 07/08 training Just arrived back from the Wushu exam and the last wushu training for this semester and yea 07/08. All I have to say is that I'm exhausted along with my other friends. This was what we had to do for both days of exams: 1st Day ( 29th April) : - Zhi Pen Quan - Basic Hand & Feet Movement (Chang Quan) - Basic Kicks (Chang Quan) - Basic Hand & Feet Movement (Nan Quan) - Basic Kicks (Chang Quan) 2nd Day (6th May) : - Theory (Oral) - Handstand - Pumping - Arch Back (front and back) - Heel Rise - Fist stand (like pumping but, holding position on 3 chairs) - Frog Jump - Race against time up 4 floors (2x) - Star Jump - Split (front, left & right) - Balancing on one leg I have...

Hey everyone, Long time no see. I realize I've not been here for quite some time and really should come more often, but that will have to depend. A lot has happened since I last posted and there's more to come. For Instance.... - I have a boyfriend now and care for him a lot - My new computer is online and am playing many games - Made some new friends and catching up with some old ones (not that old) - Wushu has developed a special place in my heart and hope to go further into it - Took part in several performances and now need to refresh old routines - Assignments are piling in again, but are not a problem What is to come.... - Going for internship / industrial training on June 16th 08 (very nervous) - The Wushu exam and competition - GACC ( Game Anime Comic Convention ) at MMU Melaka - New equipment for Wushu Club - Emina Japanese Animation club Port Dickson trip - Going for a Cameron Highlands trip with friends S...

Well, it's the new year and man, it's coming on so fast. Indeed haven't come here in far too long. Hope to make up for it, minus the obstacles of games, my relationship with my WUshu family and assignments and ... well...won't say it now. Gonna have to really work this coming sem, both in studies and in wushu. Next to that... have to be ready for my internship, and I'm pretty scared :( Maybe i should apply for a part time job, or maybe not. Other than that... I hope all these activities won't keep me from visiting my family, especially since my grandfather became bed-ridden due to the stroke last November T_T I still have a lot to learn and re-learn, plus i need to learn to be more aware of my own personality, especially towards my loved ones. MY OBJECTIVES - To do better academically and in swimming and wushu - To get fit - Have better knowledge in softwares like Sony Vegas, Sound Forge, Adobe Photoshop and Adobe Flash. - To do more writing and ar...

The weeks are going by faster and faster as this 1st sem passes. Come to think of it, so is the year. It seems that the more time I waste or misuse makes me feel either lazier or regretful. This needs to be fixed and I feel so tired. The more I waste the more weary and lazy i get. I may be tired, but a weird surge of energy seems to push me one (especially when it comes to non-'work'related stuff. Weird I would say. Anyway, as not to continue anything 'Emo' , I state some exciting events of this week. - The Anime Club Annual General Meeting (AGM) - Theatre Class - Wushu Club Annual General Meeting (AGM) It was fun during the Anime / Emina AGM , despite the lack of people. We watched videos and had the long awaited Treasure Hunt which made us run all over campus. Made new friends and was nominated as Assistant Sponsorship a High Comm. in the club. The night was pretty enjoyable and after the AGM we went to 'yamcha' at Oldtown- Kopitiam cafe not fa...

I realise it's been quite some time since I posted anything up here. All I can say is that nothing much has happened except a few events. Namely : - Last weeks - - Wushu Orientation Night - Talk by Group CEO Dato' Abdul Wahid Omar - Club Registration week for Year 2007/2008 + performance - Japanese Bon Odori Festival at Panasonic Sports Centre ( Matsushita Stadium) in Shah Alam Next to that are the usual assignments and submissions, nothing else special. For this coming week theres a few AGMs (Annual Gathering Meetings) for most of the clubs and societies. I'll be going for the ones for Wushu Club (this Thursday) and the one for the EMINA club (this Wednesday). But of course assignments have to come first.

Yeah, 3 or more months have gone by and so far, I don't think I've fulfilled any of my new years resolutions T_T Even so, I'll keep on trying as if I want to succeed I'll have to keep going and not give up. Sure... I seem to be sacrificing alot of my assignment time for other things, but I'm trying to not complain and to live with it. I've even started taking in requests from people to draw and paint for them (well one anyway). Other than that, I have a lot of plans for this year and I hope I can fulfill them before the year on the month is through. So far, despite the fact that I hardly ever paint lately, but I like the results of my artworks at the end of the day. Though my sister says otherwise and prefers my shading technique to my painting. But I won't complain as other people have their own preferences on things. Anyway, above would be the paintings which I have done so far this year and hopefully will do more soon. Other than that, I've...

It most definitely has been a long time since I posted here. Too long in fact and som much has happened. - moved from Kak Fung Yen's apartment to Yong's and Sharil's. - had more assignments to deal with - MMU Wushu Intergration Day is coming soon - There's the Hou Yuan Jia Wushu dance still in commence - There's the Swim Club - 'Swimming Carnival' (hopefully) - Have Dungeons and Dragons RPG sessions and Utpoia in my free time now Basically there's alot going on and I'm eitherl azing about or just not doing anything about what i need to do. It has to change soon or I won't be fulfilling any of my New Year's resolutions or keeping to my promise to my aunt (Mak Enda). Whatever it is, I have to start soon and get rid of my fears. I guess that's all for now. C ya soon.

Well looks like an 'interesting' day today, despite the temper tantrums and lack of sleep. But the lack of sleep was worth it as I managed to finish a great painting of Batman for my dad's birthday today (actually yesterday looking at the time) 11/10/1959. Sadly can't show it as my PC monitor hasn't come back yet from my mom's colleague. Had some problems with it, and it may have short-fused back in Cyber. but once it comes back will be sure to post it along with a few more artworks hopefully. Besides that, just got to know that on the same day, it's also my Wushu Master's birthday, too :0 Looks like one more gift art about to be popped into the oven. Well... I think that's all and I may be online for a while. To all who's birthday is the 11th of october, I wish you all a HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY!!! and good night.

Well it's that time of year again and we're in the middle of the fasting month. Besides that, exams are over and now it's the holidays :w00t: . Though... I can't seem to understand why I don't feel any difference unless it's just me. The next sem will be starting soon, more or less within a month and like my adoptive brothers and sisters told me, time to start anew. Even if it does take time to achieve ^^; ;P . Well, was glad that I went to my grandmother's Kenduri yesterday as was glad to be around family again :D . Have been away from them for quite a while, but not as bad as my cousin in New Zealand though . As for my plans for this holidays... I've not fully decided yet, but... this would be a vague list of what I might do: 1. Visit my 'sister' in Seremban (haven't seen her in years ^^; ) 2. Spend time with my family members 3. Try to train my Wushu ( stamina and muscle building along with smoothening my routines) 4. Practice some drawing...

ok... let me see... Bangkok, Class and Combined training Journal Entry: Wed Aug 16, 2006, 3:43 AM Right... Latest events of My life: - Trip for 2 nights in Bangkok with mom: Was in Bangkok for about from wednesday to friday last week with my mom. We went in the morning to the Low Cost Carrier Terminal (LCCT) by bus and from there we took an Air Asia flight to Bangkok. Once in Bangkok, we checked into the 'Ambassador Hotel'. The room we stayed in was cozy, despite the slight tinge of old about it as we stayed in the old wing. Being the first day and first time i was there, we , qoute from my mom went "...shooopping..." . Went to many interesting places while I was there and even went for foot and thai massages. Places I went and what I did: - MBK shopping center - Chatuchak Market (on Friday before coming home) - Grand Palace and Wat Phra Kaeo - went on a choa phraya express boat ride , on a tuk-tuk, the skytrain , the subway and a river taxi - Mount Gold (or was it Go...

Again as usual, I now post some info of the life I've been living for the past month or so. Well one event that would interest everyone would of course be the Bon Odori event and trip to Port Klang for a group assignment for my course. The trip for the project was interesting to say the least and though I may not be the best group mate Ijust hope my attitude would be better soon. Anyway, it should turn out well, but still early to say. Next would be the Bon Odori event 2 weeks ago. I went with the EMINA club at MMU Cyber and was glad I went as well as can't believe what I've been missing before. Had loads of fun and ate my fill :) :D . There were lots of food stalls and such till I couldn't choose which I liked better. Managed to eat some sushi, octopus balls , tried a bit of my friend's curry and japanese ice ^_^ (yummy) . Besides that, joined in the traditional dances and met my DA friends there. That's all to report for now, getting blurer and blurer...

Well... looks like my fears have come to past and now all I'm doing is crying every day and every night. What for and why, that's the problem. I've not been who I should be and do what i should do till i suffered the consequences. I know I've not been trustworthy and such for this sem. i've realised that I've grown distant of myself (my real self) and need to change once more as I'm not giving up. yeah, the same old babble as last time but i guess when this sem is over it's time for another big change. Others will be the judge of what i become and hopefully i don't have to elongate this funny problem over and over agian as by now, many are probably pissed with me for being such a monster. That's probably all I have to rant out this time for the bad stuff. For the good things, this holiday, I have a trip to Singapore to look forward to as well as long awaited scuba diving training which I've missed for at least 4 years. will get my lic...

well... Like title says, there are alot of things overdue, besides my assignments like photos and such from various occasions. For instance, the MMU Rakan Muda Swim Carnival 2006, along with a few other past photos i never got to post. Alot has happened to me lately till all that drove me on was an inner most monster that had been sealed away long ago. But I've realised things now and thought that it's about time that I recollect the pieces of me that shattered to remold it into something better. Hmm... I'm sure that none of you would like to hear all that sort of nonsense and stuff about myself. So... here are some things that you may enjoy better. Here are the latest photos I've taken within this sem. Ok maybe not all but i guess just for the Swim Carnival for now . Swimmers 1 Azlan, Zaim & Lawrence Ken Li , Yee Yong & Me Ken-li and me Swimmers-1 (sorry, the pics were quite big so if you want to view them... click on the links ^^; sorry for the inconv...

Ok, I admit, I'm very confused with myself right now. I'm a childish person and nobody likes that (or so some say). I have very odd habits, lazy to do work (especially since last sem) and too afraid to show my true potential in everything. Is there really something wrong with me? What happened to me that I molded this insecure personality? Is it stress, paranoia or just plain me? What do I lack , hmm.. that's simple, I lack confidence, belief in myself and doubt that I can do things as well as others but in my own way. This feeling is so familiar as it's the same feel I had when I frist joined, Kolej Tuanku Ja'afar, when I was form3. According to my current group of friends, they said it's because of my style and probably because I crave attention. Maybe I do, but why? what did i do to become this way? Why did I bring back the 'me' that I closed up years before? When I first started Multimedia University, Cyber, I admit I was nervous, but af...

Well, now it really has been a while since I came here. Nothing much has changed except for a lot of assignments and other activities. As of late, I rejoined Wushu, Swimming Club and took part in the Cross-Cultural Pageant. All was fun but now, working time is limited due to not thinking ahead and other reasons. Despite that, I've been working on my fantasy fiction which at the moment is called 'Kulania' but it's in the works. Sadly when I reformated my pc, all 25 pages worth of work was lost T_T and now I have to re-write it all over again. I count myself lucky as eventhough that was lost, the original copy which I wrote in a book was still safe, but many new ideas went down the drain. Nevermind, I will re-write it and will make it better than ever. Besides that, I've been delaying alot of my fanfictions as well as fanart. Once the sem is over I'm gonna have to really finish them and maybe practice some long neglected games and softwares. There's nothi...

Well, yesterday was the 'Wushu Integration' Day at Multimedia University, Melaka. The ones present were, Multimedia University, Melaka (the host), Multimedia University, Cyberjaya (the brother university), UCSI (University College Seday International), Tengku Abdul Rahman College (TAR College), Sekolah Menengah Pay Fong and Chin Woo Wushu Association (a few representatives atleast). It was a fun-filled day and we played alot of games with involved groups. Some ended quite painfully but at the same time we all laughed it off as we enjoyed ourselves. After the opening ceremony by the head of Melaka Wushu Club, the Head of Multimedia University (if I'm not mistaken) and the Master of Chin Woo, the main events started. Yup it was the much feared performances and we all did our best (eventhough we all nearly tripped over the stage carpet set for us to perform on ^^;). It was quite cool and managed to get most of it on tape using my dad's old videocam with the help of a frien...

Well finally Abang Amir is married and I wish him all the best. I'm sure Abang Amir will be a good husband to Kak Aida and now i wonder how many kids they'll have :P. He is the youngest of four siblings and all four of them had equally taken care of me ever since i was a baby. I love them all and always take care of their kids (I think I may have spoiled them as much as my aunt ^_^;;; (their grandmother)). Anyway, when i find the time I'll babysit them either way, even if I have to do so 5 at a time :P. Ok that's all for now. As for photos, they're on their way ^_^ ;;;. Cousins practice Kompang dancers-1 Dancers-2 Dancers 3 Dancers4 Bang Ilyas & Bang Iska Arrival -1 Arrival 2 Bride & Groom Bride & Groom-2